How my May has been

Hello,

Happy Tuesday lovelies. How are you?

I’m sorry I didn’t upload this yesterday, I was busy painting my new room ready for me to move in today! Yesterday, I brought the paint, and managed to paint all the walls, and do a second coat too! Everything is definitely going to plan, but everything is also a little stressful right now, so please bare with me.

I think this month has definitely had more highs then lows, I have spent most of this month, truly happy and loving myself without wanting or needing the validation from anyone else. That is a huge step for me.

This month, I have achieved one of my biggest dreams, of course I’m talking about moving out. I’m so thankful that I have had the opportunity to and I’m excited to see where this will lead. I am currently vlogging as much of the journey as I can, so as soon as that’s done I will let you know when it’s uploaded.

Another high for me is going contracted at work. Many of you won’t see this as a big deal, but work was definitely bias and unfair and used my illness against me as much as it could, so now that I’m contracted, they can’t do anything to stop my shifts. I’ve also picked up a lot of overtime so be prepared for a massive haul next month!

I’m still not sure whether I should count this one as a high or a low, I’ll let you decide. My friend who I had feelings for before they left, is back, but now I have no feelings there whatsoever. I am so glad that they are back, I mean, they left me way too long to fend for myself, but I feel that the time I spent away from them, I had a lot of time to think and I have 100% put them in the friend zone. I still feel happy when they message me and when I see them in passing or whatever, but I think where I spent so long, trying to get them to like me, when they left, I decided I should like myself instead.

I think a low point for me was realising my “friends” only want to know me when everyone else has left them. Apart from the one I’ve just talked about, I genuinely feel like they don’t give a shit and I’m only their choice when everyone else has told them no. I’m definitely not going to invite any of them to my new house, they won’t be involved in anything I do because they just pick the things they want and use the rest when they feel it benefits them.

Another low point is definitely the fact our cat was attacked and died. We are buying a butterfly bush to plant over the top. She loved chasing butterflies and we wanted something to symbolise that she is there. The neighbours are still very apologetic, but as I said and will keep saying, it wasn’t anyone’s fault.

I think that’s it, next month is going to be amazing, I definitely cannot wait to share everything with you, and I’ll actually be able to vlog! I know I haven’t done that in a while, but I had so many things I had to keep quiet.

As of June, I will be posting everyday! When I reach 300 followers I will be hosting a giveaway and when I reach 100 followers on YouTube, I will also be hosting a giveaway, so if you don’t already, I’ll leave my channel link here for you to follow.

Thank you so much for reading! I hope you have an amazing Tuesday, I hope the sun is shining for you because I have a thunderstorm! If you enjoyed my post, let me know by leaving a like and comment three wishes for your June.

I’ll be back at 7pm tonight with an interview with one of my favourite people! Can’t wait to see you there!

Lots of love,

A x

9 Replies to “How my May has been”

  1. Aww sorry to hear about the friends thing. I had a friend, that I’m still very close with, that made us feel like we were entirely there because she didn’t want to be alone, etc. We kind of just poked fun at her for doing it and now it’s just become a big inside joke we all laugh at. You could try talking to them? Also, can’t wait to watch that vlog πŸ˜‚ And omg we’ve been having a ton of thunderstorms as well, it was so loud!

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    1. I’ve tried talking to them, they just laugh and say “well I’m busy”. I’m literally so excited to share it! I’m moving all of my things over today which is exciting! It’s been non stop here since 3am πŸ™ˆ I do love a good storm though xx

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      1. Ooh, bad friends! 😬 And that is exciting! It will be busy and time consuming but the outcome will be great!! πŸ˜„ Yeah, I was grumpy by the fact I went to bed really late cause I sleep next to the window, too, but I love lightning πŸ˜‚

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  2. Congratz on your new home and the contract at work!!! This is two big accomplishments and be proud. But so sorry about your cat and your friends that’s not there. I’m in same position with some so-called β€œfriends” and it’s hard to accept that they really are who they are. I’m so glad you’re looking forward and doing things for you now;) maybe share some pictures later if your new home?? Good luck with all you have the next monthsπŸ€—

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    1. Thank you lovely, I know, it’s a hard position to be in, but fingers crossed things get better for you too. I’m moving all of my things in today, so there will be a huge blog post within the next few weeks. I’m so excited to share it with you ❀️

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  3. Big congrats on moving out! I love living out of my family home, I mean just getting to pick out all that I want from the supermarket is heavenly! I hope you are loving every second of it! Good luck with the coming month!! x

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