Happy Sunday my lovely and a very happy Easter to you all. I hope you have had a wonderful day, whether you spent it at the church or at home, work or out. I’ve been at work today which was a little bit hectic but we got there eventually. I’m exhausted but I came home to some lovely little easter treats.
As you can see from the title I am sharing an overview of how my month has been. I have done this for previous months, you can find January’s here and February’s here. I’m going to keep this quite short as to be quite honest with you, the last three months have really been the same for me. This time, instead of a swollen face I had a swollen hand which was totally out of the blue and again, no-one knows why that happened. I also managed to catch a bug that was going round which made me quite ill for a few days. Basically my health has just sucked! It’s literally been a rough three months so I’m going to keep my fingers crossed that my health gets better because I don’t want to be ill every month!
Work’s been as hectic as usual, when I get shifts it’s great and busy and when I don’t have any shifts I literally spend my time writing blog posts and feeling sorry for myself. My friends suck at the moment, it’s all about them and I really don’t have time for self- centred people. I have to be the first one to contact them and even when I do, they just don’t seem interested and I am so done with it. I am definetley a lot better off without having friends! They just make me feel like shite and I can make myself feel like that so I don’t really need others doing the same.
My blog is doing amazing! I am so proud of myself and I am so grateful that I have so many of you who have supported my journey and are still continuing to watch me grow. I see you all as my online friends and I can’t even put into words how wonderful you make me feel! As many of you know I have only been using this blog since December 2017 and I reached 200 followers the other day! I know blogging isn’t about numbers but it took me more than half a year to reach that and I have already done and achieved so much more then I thought I would. I have some more sponsored posts coming up over the next couple of weeks because I have now tried and tested all the products Brodie & Stone sent me. I have already done one review which you can read here.
I feel this month that although I haven’t achieved the things I have wanted too, I have achieved things that I was meant to and I know that sounds insane and it doesn’t really make any sense. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason and I believe everything I have learnt this month, every mistake I have made and every opportunity that has come my way is because I am meant to take something from them and use it later on in life.
I feel a lot more confident within myself and I don’t know where that has come from but I am really enjoying the feeling. I have come to accept my weight and the way I look, I have come to accept that my face isn’t even and I have scars and blemishes that I just cannot get rid off. I take more pride in the way I look and I feel great on no make-up days. The best part about this month is that I have been having more self care days where I just focus on my mental health and wellbeing and I forget about everyone’s opinion because they don’t make me who I am. I am slowly beginning to love myself for who I am and I wont lie to you, the feeling is great!
I had a spirit reading done the other day and I honestly cannot thank Shauna enough for it! Everything she said was true and it really hit home that things are going to turn out okay. I believe in karma and everything else so when I heard what the universe was trying to tell me, I felt like a weight had been lifted and I felt finally free. I may get a spirit reading done every few months or so just because I feel like they are really beneficial to me.
Overall, March hasn’t been that bad, besides from my swollen hand and the illness I have to say this month has been the best month yet. I have grown and learnt a lot and I am taking all of my lessons forward to be able to improve further and continue to be a happy person. I hope your March has been great for you and if it hasn’t just know that the universe is watching and hearing your cries for help and they are fixing things for you, it’s just at this point of time you are unaware or unable to see that. April will be a great month for you and for me and I cannot wait to see the amazing thing you manage to produce.
Thank you so much for reading, I hope you have enjoyed my post, if you have don’t forget to leave a like and comment below letting me know how your month has been or how you’ve spent your Easter. I plan on being back in an hours time with another post so I hope to see you then.
Sending you all my love,