Happy Saturday! How are you my loves? I hope you have had an amazing day. Today I haven’t had the greatest weather so I am feeling a little gloomy.
As you can see from the title, I am sharing with you my diary entry. This year, I made myself a diary so I could keep track of what I have done and how I am feeling, so far I have only managed to write in it for six days, so I’m not doing great! But, once I have uploaded this, I plan on writing a few little updates.
My diary isn’t full of private secrets, it’s full of anything interesting, it’s just me saying how I feel and sometimes what I have done in the day. So if you were hoping for something juicy, I’m sorry but you’ve came to the wrong place.
Anyway, let’s get away from the rambles, here is my diary entry.
Saturday 13th January 2018
Today has been a bit of a slow day, I’m not really feeling like myself, I’m tired, I ache and I’ve just had enough. All I want to do is sleep, that’s all I have done most of the week. I feel pretty sluggish, my energy has just evaporated. I don’t think having my seizure on Tuesday has really helped, I think thats what has caused this. I was doing so well! I hadn’t had one in so long and I so wanted to be free of them so I can learn how to drive. But no, yet again my brain fucks up and then bang, fucks up the rest of me. Cheers brain! I’ve not been down all day, I have cracked a smile here and there. I also offered to help a fellow blogger out and I’m seriously hoping they accept my offer. Today I was meant to get up, shower, get dressed, put make-up on and head out, instead, I woke up, drank tea, stayed in my pjs and climbed back into bed, and thats where I have stayed pretty much all day. I’ve wanted to fall back to sleep but someone was getting married so the church bells were going a little crazy. At least there’s someone out there that’s happy. I know why I’m down, I know why I sound like a stupid little bitch, but it’s been nearly 5 years, I need to put it behind me and move on. I can’t let him have this hold over my life. I think I’m going to start talking to someone again, I think I just need to air it all out instead of holding it in. I’ve done a little bit of reading. Unfortunately I’m not loving the book but I set myself a goal and I’m not breaking it. Even when feeling this low, I’m still determined to reach my goals, I must have one crazy part of my brain. Tomorrow is going to be the day I finally drag my lazy smelly arse into that shower, well thats the plan. Tomorrow is a new day and all that crap. Just right now, I want to sleep, cry, eat and sleep some more. It’s my bad day and instead of making it a better day, I just want it to consume me. I’ve been doing so well, I’ve put a brave face on through so much, so I think I deserve a day to feel low. Okay, well thats me done. Goodnight world.
Well my loves, that is the end of my post. Sorry that it wasn’t all buttercups and daisys. I want this blog to be more real, more me, and this is me today. I just want you to know that if you are having a bad day, whether you’re just not feeling it or your mental health isn’t where you’d like it to be, never ever be afraid to message me. My email is firstname.lastname@example.org I will always keep our conversations between us and I will do my best to help you, no matter what your situation is. I just want you all to know that you are never alone, you don’t have to suffer in silence, there are always people who are willing to listen and to help you. In my world, your battle is my battle which makes it our battle to fight together.
Also, before I sign off, every Saturday from now on I am doing a little thing where I add two blogs at the end of my post. Just to share to help them reach a wider audience and to get their writing noticed. Everyone I know is so talented so I wanted to showcase that and help growing bloggers. So here are my first two lovely girls who are extremely talented and have such beautiful pages.
- Jade – She hasn’t been blogging for long, but her site looks gorgeous! Pop over and have a read and follow her if you enjoy her content.
- Kathryn – She has a gorgeous blog too! A little different to what mine is all about but still an amazing read. Make sure you head over and take a look and follow her too.
Well there we go, my two lovely ladies with two lovely blogs. If you would like to be featured in next weeks post all you need to do is comment below if you have less then 1k followers, or you can tweet me (@likeagalaxygirl).
Thank you so much for reading, I hope you enjoyed. If you did leave me a like and a comment. If you really enjoyed why not share with your friends and social media. Just a quick reminder that I have a vlog going live tomorrow at 4pm, so if you haven’t already subscribe to my YouTube channel.
I look foward to seeing you again on Monday.
Lots of love,