How are you all I hope you’re having a better Wednesday then I am. For the past week I have been suffering from earache to the point where I can’t sleep because I’m just in so much pain. I’m waking up pretty much every hour crying because it just hurts and I’ve never had that sort of pain before. Last night’s pain was definitely the worst I’ve ever experienced.
I went to the doctor’s today, because I’ve been currently taking way too many painkillers to numb the pain (which didn’t work) and I have an ear infection, but my it is also full of path which is a bit disgusting. I think Billy he has given me antibiotics he has given me two different types of antibiotics to take every day so fingers crossed that that starts to work.
As pretty much all of you know I moved out and I am absolutely loving the Freedom I still call my mum everyday I still visit every day just because I miss my dad like he is my best friend so it’s a bit weird not see him everyday, but I am as I say loving the Freedom and I’m learning to cook and learning to have become more independent so I’m doing a good job I guess. I will be doing a room tour vlog soon my footage from my moving vlog deleted as soon as I moved it onto my computer so I’m sorry that there would be that to share but I am definitely going to film a room tour on my camera and upload it that way and still trying to use my phone.
I’m currently on any diet because I came off the Depo injection which is the contraceptive injection incase you didn’t know. I came of that because unfortunately I was gaining too much weight and although weight gain as a side effect to you too my other complications I can’t really afford to put on that much weight because it would cause more issues for me. Thankfully I am now back on the pill it’s a different pill that they wanted me to try, well actually I wanted to try it and they were very reluctant because of my weight so it’s sort of breaks guideline rules that I wanted to go ahead anyway because if I don’t have anything it causes me a lot of issues and I really don’t want to go through them all again.
In times of myself I am feeling confident I guess I mean I wore dress the other day I still wear tights underneath but I actually wear a dress which is a huge deal. I’m I do know something it has just changed and I’m starting to love the body that I’m in at the moment and although and trying to lose weight that has nothing to do with not liking myself it’s simply because I need to before my health issues become worse. if that makes sense.
I will do a full posted on all of my issues at some point because trust me I have a lot but for now that I guess my update done. I don’t really have anything need to share with you I am just currently taking antibiotics and trying to make myself feel better so I can start spending all my time creating my amazing blog posts because at the moment I just don’t have the energy and I just can’t be bothered to get out of bed and do anything. Tomorrow I am bringing you my night time routine if you like a morning routine or if you have any Post suggestions and comment below so I can get working on them as well my bad I might as well make the time useful and get some post on the go.
Thank you so much for Reading I hope all your exams are going well as I said all you can do is do your best no one ever expects any more than that. You only know what you know there’s no point stressing about things that you may not have learnt or that you have to be forgotten while taking in new information, no matter what you’re still gonna absolutely smash it is still going to be able to achieve everything you want to achieve. Don’t stress. Take your time. Breathe.
I’m sending you all lots of love and I will see you tomorrow.